This is Grace

I used to push. Use power. Use force. I wanted to be fierce! Tried to unfurl my own wings.

I used to want to MAKE things happen.

I focused on sacred manifestation, not as a way to align with my creatrix power but more to procure an outcome.

I thought that to be an empowered woman meant having the ability to bring forth my reality and express my highest potential.

Now I know different.

I am willing to know nothing. That vulnerability IS my greatest power.

Now…I am willing to believe that the most honorable, courageous choice I can make is to ALLOW.

When I soften.

When I surrender.

When I simply get out of the way....

I am allowing the SOURCE within me to move my life. This is GRACE.

And sometimes that happens in it's own time.

Not always easy for my ego.

But always in flow with my soul.

Often in glorious, surprising, ecstatic, unpredictable ways as well.

It's an on-going practice to unwind how I've been conditioned to pursue success.

It used to lead to exhaustion.

Now it's an ever-expanding practice of alignment and learning to lean in to just how easy it actually can be.

Marin Bach-Antonson