Dear Patriarchy,

You have spent years in power and you have systemically distorted life and the human experience on this beautiful planet.

You have raped women, burned witches and banned the sacred feminine from your religions.

You have tortured children and silenced those who would expose your secrets.

You have shamed the feeling nature out of men until many were left to be shells of anger or false pillars of strength.

You have addicted us to your screens and your social media.
Your products and your pills.

You have stolen the human compass, so people can do longer find their way into the wild landscapes of the soul.

You fill our children with your deadened facts and false HIStory.

You de-value the role of their mothers and have distorted their birth experiences.

You have brainwashed our women into believing that cutting and slicing into their bodies will buy back a lost piece self-worth.

You have poisoned our air and distorted our food.
You have badly hurt our Mother Earth.

You have tricked us and taken from us.
Poked us with your needles.
Disempowered us with your news.

You have created a culture of zombies who are either chasing success or outrunning scarcity.
Never once realizing, they’ve signed their sovereign lives TO YOU, on the dotted line.

Dear Patriarchy,
THIS. IS. ALL. COMING. TO. AN. END.
Your time is drawing near.
Your darkness has been sustainable for one simple reason.
We forgot the MOTHER was in our heart.

Your campaign of beating the wisdom out of women and blocking the direct connect channels to Source was savvy.

You erased and eradicated HER.
You damaged and defaced HER.
But still, still, still……

WE REMEMBERED.

The chains that have held Her in forced slumber are now breaking apart.

She is rising as a holy rage.
She is cresting as a sacred tsunami.

The quiver of a rose revolution has started.
Soon, it will turn into an uprising quake of unshakable love that you will not be able to stop.

Dear Patriarchy,

It can be so tempting to blame you, battle you, hate you and want to hold you accountable for what you’ve done to humanity’s innocence.

But the heart of the Holy Mother does not close. Ever.

The Mother’s Love is forgiving.
It is unwavering and infinite.
It is steady and safe.

Her love, will always be here.
Her love will welcome you home.

So Patriarchy.
As an emissary of the Mother, with Her undefended openness in my soul, I am choosing to love you.
I love you. I love you. I love you.
I love you because I know that you are me.
I am sorry for the pain and powerlessness you have suffered that causes you to perpetuate the harm.
I am sorry for your separation from Her.
I am sorry you are so lost from the truth of your Self.

No matter how far you have traveled into belly of darkness.
The depth of Her love melts the density of this madness.

From the dank inner prison of patriarchy.
Through the portal of Her Rose Heart Love.
May the healing of humanity, be so now.

This TRANSMISSION came through and She insists that I share it.

It is for ALL but it will be understood most by those with a rose heart to hear.

When I get very, very quiet and very still and I make space to listen to Her.....through my rose heart, connected to the One heart of Love, SHE speaks in the softest of elegant whispers.

🌹 🌹 🌹 🌹 🌹 🌹 🌹 🌹 🌹 🌹 🌹 🌹 🌹 🌹

She says to me...

"Beloved...there is but nothing ever that is happening TO you. For that is not even a possibility.

Everything is choice at the level of Soul.

The soul (the higher self) it CHOOSES every experience that the human being is experiencing.

That which is car accident, disease, extra weight or a global pandemic...the soul has chosen to explore as an experience.

The human mind will "bang the loud pots" upon hearing THAT and the mind will shout and say why?! why?! why!?would I CHOOSE this awful thing that I am experiencing?

It must not be SO!

And we say to you, it is so. You are but divine consciousness having a human experience which is ultimately a grand, wonderful exploration through the lightest and darkest realms.

The realms of love and the realms farthest from it.

Why do you embark upon these experiences that you call life?

To KNOW THYSELF.

EVERY experience you can ever choose is encoded with the potential to bring one closer to knowing themselves.

Every experience you will EVER experience will either bring you closer to the love that you are OR further away.

That is all that is ever happening. Ever.

The life experiences are the soul choice.
They are never bad, wrong or faulty no matter how horrible you perceive they are.

What you do with them and how you BE with them or RESPOND to them is the human choice.

It is but a perfect design. Higher self and human self working in tandem for the ultimate interplay in the realms on earth.

So we say to you beloveds, please know this:

The greatest power you possess is the power of your CHOICE.

You can resist an experience. Many do.
OR you can open to it (to the best of your ability) AS IF you have chosen it. You can soften around it or better yet, surrender to it.

This opens the pocket of the experience.
When you stay in resistance that pocket remains closed.

Now let us remind you of this.
Resistance is not a bad choice, but it will keep the suffering active.

That is not a failure from our perspective. There is no failure.

Suffering is but an intelligent energy of "pressure" designed to work with you to SQUEEZE the pocket of "knowing" open.

Here is the importance of the pocket:

Within every difficult experience there is truly a hidden gift. It is the gift of accelerated energy that can CATALYZE one's knowing of oneself in a very rapid way.

Have you ever known the individual who has come ALIVE after the ordeal of disease, for example?

They opened the pocket of energy and were able to experience the gift of catalyzation!

Catalyzation is what crystalizes the human and expands the capacity for the light body.

The light body is the physicalization of 'KNOW THYSELF"

It is the Christed experience and it is available to you all based on the CHOICES you make in response to this most precious journey you call life.

Breathe.
Be with this a while.

It is a message many will benefit from especially in the upcoming days of your 2020.

You are to share this.

So we say again:

There is nothing happening to you, loves.
You have chosen all.
Humanity, right now, is but a wonderous colorful collective that has made the soul choice of pandemic at this time.

It matters not what others do or how they choose to respond.

The only thing that truly matters is how you hold the perception of the "other" and what CHOICE you are making around your own experience OF them.

Is it a choice that brings you home to thyself?
Or is it a choice that sets you further from thyself?

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KNOW THYSELF.

That is but the ultimate TRUTH of your life.

We are complete

❤️

I'm writing to let you know that a significant aspect of astrology begins today as VENUS begins her 40 day descent from view.

The trajectory of the planet Venus is often connected to the myth of Inanna.

In her sky story, the descent phase marks the time that we as individuals, and as a collective, are “energetically” headed into the “underworld” to face our deepest shadow.

Traversing the dark is a necessary archetypal initiation and it is a prime part of the ascension journey.

Life-death-rebirth.

No one knows for sure how this will play out over the next 40 days but several oracles, astrologers and channels have all predicted that it may be a moment of reckoning in that we will have to face some very ugly parts of ourselves and our own collective humanity.

Structures may fall.

Shadow truths may be excavated.

We may be shaken to our core by what we are faced to look at.

And no, I don’t mean dark truths connected to AI, the virus, the Illuminati or conspiracy narratives.

I mean even darker truths around how righteous, judgmental, opinionated and divisive we all have the capacity to become when our sense of personal “truth” is challenged by another.

In order to unify, we must face what separates.

In order to welcome heaven on earth, we must transmute the hell we have created together.

We have ALL participated in creating this hell.

Yes Starseeds. You and me too!

I know we all like the “we’re here for a mission” (save humanity from itself) story but it’s time to STOP riding that like a righteous horse!

I used to stand apart from this hell in a safe shire of my own making but now I see I am SO a part of it.

How do I know that?

I judge harshly. I didn't see it before but I do now.

I close my heart down around people I perceive don’t “get me”.

I think I am “better” than those evil, elite people.

I believe I am more “in the know” than those asleep, sheep people.

I have had to look long and hard at this since the virus started and especially last week with all the Plandemic documentary drama.

I blocked people from my FB account who I was judging as spreading a low vibration.

I felt charged up and pissed off and ashamed that I did not stay grounded.

I know my actions were cold and uncalled for and I regret them now that I have some clarity.

I had to really look at myself and how I am so prone to pull away as a defense mechanism.

It's easy to embrace people who embrace me.

It's fucking hard to keep my heart open when I perceive I am being judged.

My inability to hold space for another's truth without my own judgement showed me just how limited a capacity my heart actually has.

I call myself an emissary of Mother's Love but what a fraud I actually am.

Ouch. Ouch. Fucking ouch.

It’s been hard as shit to look at this.

And the ugly truth doesn't end there.

I see now that my so-called spiritual light has had an aspect of being a secret, seductive, blatant story of self- fucking -SUPERIORITY.

It’s messy and gross and challenging to see this in myself but I’m facing it, eye to eye.

Will you join me on this edge?

Where do you judge and project and perceive you are better than?

We all do it.

Whether you find fault with…

the unawake, ignorant mainstream

the spiritual new age morons

the greedy elite

the shut down intellectuals

the religious freaks

the shadow government

the conspiracy crowd

the immigrants

the monarchy

the mother in law

the mean girl

the men who abuse power

the millennials

the elderly

the reptilians

those damn Annunnaki

insert OTHER to blame here

…it matters not.

That “other” is YOU dressed up in a convenient costume to mirror where you have not integrated your own shadow.

So do not turn away.

I dare you to be stronger.

It’s time to look at this in ourselves.

If you, like me, truly consider yourself a light leader, truth teller, a priestess or a person on the awakening path- please hear me on this.

Your greatest contribution is not your latest inspiring video.

Your greatest gift to this awakening is your willingness to

look at your shadow,

transmute your pride,

lay down your resistance and

learn how to keep your heart open when everything inside of you wants to close it.

ANYTHING that you feel a charge around is unintegrated pain inside of you.

No one else is to blame, ever.

Everything is a hologram of yourself.

Will you stand with me in accepting this? If so...

Let’s stop the bullshit!!!

No more blaming.

Turn within.

Push the tipping point.

Let the shadow take you to your knees.

By the way, I am ON knees, pinned down by my own shadow as I write this, so make no mistake - I am on no mountain-top- peak preaching to you.

I am simply revealing some of the hard truths I am looking at in myself.

To those of us in the WOKE community - the evil we are trying to wake the “sheeple" up to see…It’s a part of US! Let’s please stop being a "secret club" that knows better than everyone else and let’s be willing to look at where we deny our own ignorance and powerlessness. The grand irony to our road against the elite is our own damn elitism!

To those of us in the AWAKENED community - the light we are on a mission to embody might just be the perfect mask to hide the deepest distortion of who we, deep down, are utterly terrified we are. Let us be willing to look at where we CAN'T stay in our light and then we can talk about being conduits of true light.

To those of us in the GODDESS community. Our shadows and sister-wounding runs deep. Let us all be willing to look at our patterns of jealousy and female competition. Stop, drop and take stock the next time you contract when another woman shines her light brighter than you do. It's NEVER about her - it's your own wound of not-enough-ness. She's your trigger, your teacher, your mirror. Let’s all be willing to do the inner work rather than to be so quick to find way to dismiss and energetically dismantle her.

To those of us who are RIGHTEOUS SAVIORS. The fact finders, the protestors, the advocates, the justified, the ones getting dopamine hits off being correct. Let’s be willing to admit that anyone, anywhere can manifest the facts that fit their personal narrative. Everyone has a right to their own truth. It's not your job to change their mind. This pursuit of righteousness is the ego’s favorite game. Deep down we are desperately seeking facts to cover up our fear. When we play this right/wrong savior game we are ignorant servants to the ego’s false power.

And finally, to the READERS who might feel red- hot uncomfortable and, thus, will find fault in me.

I'm happy to be your latest, random trigger.

Blame me if you want but better yet, may I suggest looking at yourself and exploring the cause of your reactivity. That hot spot is your gateway into the shadowlands where you can transmute separation and transcend fear. Amazing what a simple few paragraphs written by another can offer.

And so....these next 40 days might challenge us all.

May we all be willing to look, listen, feel and find the places we can crack open to let more love in.

Let’s say yes to being turned inside out and upside down and thrown off our high horses so that maybe just maybe we can soften toward the very ones we push away.

Let’s be willing to descend into our fear, feel our way through and resurrect far more whole.

Let’s allow ourselves to shake, spit, cry, curse and wail when we need to but for fuck’s sake lets not make it about THEM.

You cannot change anything that is separate from you.

You can only find the distortion you perceive in another, in yourself and then …and only then....can you go within to transmute it.

This is true alchemy.

Our greatest power.

The most revolutionary path.

Let us excavate the shadow to BECOME the sacred shift.

I dare say, this is how we usher the next age of Grace.

Infinite blessings and thank you for reading this.

💗

This will resonate with a few who are meant to hear it.
I write this for you.

If this doesn't resonate - please disregard it. It's not your truth and I deeply honor that.

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These are the great times of initiation.
These are times of mastery.

The new paradigm/Heaven on Earth is upon us but we must first pass through the "gates"(initiation)
of our own "hell" (lower frequencies)
in order to reach the "kingdom within"
(5D/freedom and sovereignty)

These are essential times to allow and validate everything you feel on a human level but they are also sacred times for the great inner work on your higher level.

Will you continue to blame others, a virus, the world.... or will you recognize that EVERYTHING that you are experiencing is showing you where you still have/hold
dis-chordant energy in your energy field.

- Thank every person who triggers you - they show you your own shadow and where you are still separate from yourself.

- Thank the virus for striking the vibration of fear deep in your bones and belly- it shows you how great of a hold the entire fear-matrix still has on you.

- Thank those people who you are judging for hoarding that toilet paper or not being able to "see" things from your spiritual perspective - it will show you where you still hold frequencies of scarcity or superiority.

This is the moment of reckoning.

This is the moment where you get to choose YOUR SOVEREIGNTY.

Sovereignty is not some unattainable bliss state - it is the clarity of understanding that NOTHING HAS POWER OVER YOU.

It is the bone, belly and soul knowing that YOU are GOD/GODDESS and you are free to CHOOSE light or dark.

Sovereignty is the return and reclaiming of your understanding that you have CHOICE.

Everything is a holographic manifestation of the frequencies you carry within. Everything!

When you realize that, you reclaim your Divinity and from the place of your Divinity, you can now transmute ANY frequency within you.

Open the rose of your heart.
Accept EVERYTHING from your past that has brought you to this moment.

Allow every feeling of grief, fear and rage to be felt.

Surrender it ALL.
Soften into it.

Allow yourself to be shown the echos of your past (and past lives) that are imprints that continue to separate you from your soul.

Welcome every fragment of your soul home to your rose-heart.

The chaos of the world right now is like a mirror.

It will show you EVERY fragment that needs to be welcomed home.

Do the inner work that will allow this alchemy and this great transmutation to happen at the deepest level.

As you transmute within - you transmute the world.

This is straight from the emerald tablets.
Straight from hermetic principal.

You've been preparing for lifetimes to do this.

The past week has rocked us but it's also opened the portals to be able to see what frequencies need to be transmuted within us.

Remember this -

You every right to be frozen in fear.
You have every "right" to blame another who has hurt you but the question is... will you STAY there in the right/wrong polarity or will you LOOK at YOURSELF and see where the sacred opportunity lies for using ALL this to catalyze you into a higher frequency where you UNIFY these places of separation.

From separation/polarity consciousness to UNITY consciousness.

That is where we are headed.

The map for experiencing "Heaven on Earth" is to pass through every doorway of separation and UNIFY everything within you.

In other words --
The kingdom of heaven is WITHIN YOU.
Transmute the hell within you and then.....

You are free.

In the 3rd dimensional matrix we are patterned to compare, compete and distrust other women. 

Many of us carry deep sister wounds from being "betrayed" by other women.

In the new earth (feminine) paradigm, we are safe to connect, commune and remember more of who we are TOGETHER.

We are healing those wounds.

We are weaving a new web.

In the 3rd dimensional matrix, women gossip.  It is one of our worst traits.

We unknowingly use gossip as a way to create closeness.     

Women who gossip are not “mean girls”.  They are not bad.  

They are simply products of a paradigm in which women relationships are inherently “not safe”.

Gossip is low-vibration intimacy.

Gossip is women desperately seeking to be in safe connection with one another.

Gossip is toxic.  It breeds betrayal.  Its cultivates separation.  It is false safety.

In the new earth (feminine) paradigm, we shift from ego-intimacy, to soul-intimacy.

Authenticity and vulnerability is a new language we learn to sister-speak.

We need no masks.

No heart-armor.

There is no longer a bone fear of being isolated.

We are safe because we are have remembered we are better TOGETHER.

We are healing those wounds.

We are weaving a new web.

In the 3rd dimensional matrix, we are patterned to be jealous of one another.

Many of us harbor deep, secret envy when a dear friend shines bright and we feel we shadowed by her light.

We fake smile and congratulate. 

But down deep her win hurts.  

The heart closes.

We stew in feelings of “not enough”.

In the new earth (feminine) paradigm, we have a capacity to hold her up.

HER shining bright, stokes our own light.

Her win is our win.  We are one.  We are unified .  All is expanded by her expansion.

We are enough because we have remembered we are WHOLE unto ourselves and we are more TOGETHER.

We are healing those wounds.

We are weaving a new web.

We are whole.

We are holy.

We reclaim.

We remember.

We reconnect.

Hand to hand.  Heart to heart.   Womb to womb.  Woman to woman.

We are sisters.

My Daughter: "But....I don't want to be a disappointment to you"

ME: Autumn, Listen to me. I am not going to lie. There might be times in your life that you make a choice that will disappointment me.

And love, anytime that happens...my disappointment will arise in that moment because I had a vision for what I thought you should be doing that you didn't do. Do you understand?

I want you to ALWAYS be willing to disappointment me if it means you are following your truth.

Please, please, please be willing to disappointment anyone, everyone, including me and Dad if it means that you are following your own knowing.

And in the end....once I get over a bruised ego or my own fear...I promise to always take responsibility for what comes across as disappointment. It has nothing to do with you...can you hear that?

Anytime I appear to be disappointed in you, or a choice you have made, I am reacting from my own pain and projecting it onto you. I am sorry in advance for the times I will forget and I will do that. I am so sorry for the hurt it might cause you. It's NEVER about you or who you are.

It will always be about me and the fear of my own inadequacy.

And when I come out of the fog of being triggered, I'll be able to take responsibility for that.
I give you my word that I always will.

In the end, my love...there is nothing that will make me more proud than to have raised a daughter who loves and honors herself so much that she is willing to "disappointment" others in order to follow the truth of her own heart.

I love you.

<3

Mom

I will make space for more silence.

I will walk in the woods.

I will sit.

I will stare into space.

I will stumble with the awkwardness of not knowing what to "do" for my self care.

I will daydream.

I will write.

I will lay down.

I will allow the guides to work with me.

I will let myself feel lazy.

I will be uncomfortably present with the impulse to be productive...without giving into it.

I will try to be more still.

I will stretch.

I will surrender.

I will soften around time.

I will pray.

I will breathe.

I will receive.

I will listen.

I will love myself this much.

and more.

I will trust that BEING at this level of self-devotion, is a new daring, way of being in exquisite, fierce, feminine leadership.

I will breathe with the inner critic that calls this passive and trust the inner voice that knows it is powerful beyond what I realize.

To care for myself, my mind, my heart and my body at this level ~ I care for the mind of the collective, the heart of humanity and the body of our precious earth.

This I know now.

❤️ I love my husband so much.

Last night we’re at a wedding... new people, nice conversations, the inevitable questions ~ and what do you do??!

This is a hard one for me in mainstream environments.

Ohhhhhhh~ you know~

I’m a Priestess.

I’ve created a mystery school.

I hold sacred space for high level feminine soul initiation.

I channel Magdalene.

I resolve trauma imprints in the somatic body and transmute soul karma.

I heal women’s wombs.

Everyday stuff.

Except it doesn’t come out like that.

It’s a ball of “ welll.... I .... um.......actually .......”

The thing I love and appreciate about my husband is that even as I stumble in these environments and fight with myself not to shrink or make myself small, he stands close, he is steady in my tide of word mish-mash and when I’m done completely cutting and piecing together an answer to this question, he adds....

“She’s amazing. The work she is doing with women is changing lives. She’s just amazing.”

And they smile. And nod. Add a curious “huh” ... maybe a question ... until the conversation moves to the next person and the moment passes and my palpable discomfort settles.

And inside, despite not doing myself justice...I am beaming. He knows my light. I am always safe by his side.

He doesn’t ask me to be different.

He doesn’t want me to be quiet.

He doesn’t try to make me something I’m not.

In his is own way, without even realizing it, he is on the forefront of this feminine revolution as the noble masculine willing to protect the rising feminine in her vulnerability and authenticity.

Bless our men who honor the Goddess in us.

They are so essential in this shift!

Today my interview went LIVE on the Ancient Wisdom Today Podcast with Shaman Durek.

This is the #1 podcast in the 'spirituality" category on I-TUNES.

Don't know about Shaman Durek?

I highly recommend getting to know this spiritual power house and his show.

He's wise.

Fierce.

Warm.

Full of energy.

Hilarious and holy all mixed together into one beautiful soul.

Not to mention he's known as the "Shaman to the Stars".

..i.e. Hollywood.

It was an honor to be featured on this mega-popular show.

My episode is ~ Awaken your Goddess ~

In it, I talk about the importance of being in relationship to your womb. I share what it means to embody the TRUE essence of the feminine. I share my insights about how a woman on the Goddess path can support the wounded men in our culture.

You can listen to the show here:

https://itunes.apple.com/…/ancient-wisdom-today/id1362277001

The Rose Council guided me to share this today.

This is for the way showers, the wanderers, the priestesses, the medicine men, the magdalenes, the midwives and all those finding their way to home to the rose.

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Today we will speak on silence.

For silence is the portal through which you enter the sacred temple of your own knowing.

It is essential.
Slow,
stop,
sit,
soften,
breathe,
unwind and
utterly dissolve into yourself.

There and then you will enter the silence.

Breath by breath ~ by beautiful breath. In ~ out.
Circle. Around ~ Again. Again.
Long. Slow. Deep. Delicious.

Your breath is a door.
It is technology embedded in your body.
It is a bridge of waves to ride and find your way from the static of your head into the sacred of your heart.

Your heart.
Is a stargate.
Your heart holds the secrets.
Your heart is the motherboard.
Your heart is …
Home.

Now here is a harsh truth but we will insist you must hear it.

For you are a holy woman - a holy man - and you must fully understand the consequence of being lulled into unconsciousness.

Everything about 3rd density is designed to keep you busy… moving… striving and separate from yourself.
There is an erratic, destructive momentum about your mainstream life that has become out of control.
It is an imbalanced beast of a force that will toss you about and around until you are anxious, weary, tired and afraid.
It is a mind-virus that will tell you, "YOU DON'T HAVE TIME" over and over and over... like a loop recording until you are fully trapped within its crazy.

It will shred your best intentions to take care of your self.
It will shake you out out of your center with the mere force of DOING, DOING, non-stop DOING.

DO - to prove your worth.
DO - to get more.
DO - so you are acceptable to society.
DO - so you have status.

Keep DOING so that you you completely forget how to BE, how to serve and who you are.
DO DO until the DO mixes with the SHOULD.
SHOULD yourself into states of stress.

Stay busy and moving and doing and should-ing until the silence is so far from where you are and you forget how to find your way home.

!!!

But you, beautiful one. You are stronger than that force.
You must face this beast.
Find your fierce.
Set your compass and feel your way OUT of the DOING.

Silence is no longer an option.
It is essential to your very BEING.
It is not self care
self love
spiritual practice
or something else to put on your to do list.

S.T.O.P. putting it there!

It is through your silence that you are in relationship to your sacred self.

Do you want this?
Is this important to you?

We know it is.

In your silence, you shall hear the sweet whispers of your womb, the song of your soul, the signature tone of your cells and the messages of great-spirit.

It is through your silence the mother can hold you, the angels can guide you and the masters can mentor you.
It is through your silence the ROSE can reveal herself.
Let nothing stand between you and this sacred gateway.

Harness all your power to get off the bucking horse of “HAVE TO” and come ~ HOME.

Come home to holy within your heart.

The rose awaits your return.

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🌹 The Sisterhood of the Rose Retreat ❤️

https://priestessrising.com/sisterhood-of-the-rose-retreat

I am the part of you that is star secrets, coyote songs and words smashed together in raw hot truth.

I am dazzling in my darkness.
Dripping with milky passion.
Hot in my hips.
Wild in my eyes.
ever willing to venture into new spaces and places with the landscape of my soul.

My breath is heavy, my heart is free, my hands dig deep for unique ideas that harness more ME ME ME…the real ME now that I’ve burned my mask and made my peace with not being polite or quiet or tame.

Shame kept me tucked away in prison of my own making.

But no more.
The miracle of my wild is that Ive broken free to be that ME that is not put together or perfect in any way.

I am messy and magic and raw and real,
I am creative and cutting with sharp intuition like the blade of a knife.

I run with my pack.
I howl at the moon.
I jiggle my belly.
Wiggle breasts.
Honor my curves and own my flaws.
And set fire to mere notion that my body is a failure!

I am fierce in my ability to speak my truth and roar no more!
and let loose with laughter so loud I can shake awake the sleeping sheep
who haven’t found their wilderness within.

I am awake.
I am alert.
I am danger and craving and care-free pleasure all rolled into one beautiful elixir.
I am potent magic and powerful rage and a force so strong I will bend any rule outside of my own making.

I will not bow. Or shrink. Or sink. Or slink
into one more shadow so that you can feel comfortable in my presence.

I am HERE.
Hear my voice.
Hold me high.
See me rise.
I. WILL. NOT. apologize for these blazingly bright eyes,
my beautiful life or how blessed I am to have returned to MY-SELF.

I am not your nightmare. No need to compare.

I am your truth. I am you.

Under the illusion of your blood-stained-sacrificial life.
I am the very blood that flows from your mouth when you devour a desire and dare to be free.

I am your light in the shadow.

Your shadow in the light.
The life that lies in waiting until your claim your right to LIVE!
I am the wolf in your soul.
The song of your heart. The howl of your womb.
The proclamation in your belly.

I will be slinking in the trees.
Moving through the night.
Dancing in your dreams and ever-daring the good girl in you to rip off her dress and get dazzlingly dirty!

Do you dare to follow my scent?

To sniff out my trail?
To track my prints?
To come and play?

Beautiful woman, your Wild is waiting in the palm of my hands.

I know you want her.
She’s here for taking.
Just one step out of your safe little life
and you shall start your daring journey into the wilderness of the your soul!

It is there, that I, your Wild Woman, will be waiting!

But on a beautiful day when so many are celebrating the resurrection of THE CHRIST, I am inspired to a write in celebration and gratitude, in honor of a soul I love, so dearly, in my own way, outside of any religious context.

Today I heart-FULLY celebrate the luminous soul who was Yeshua, or Jesus.

An avatar.
An embodiment of the Divine Feminine-Masculine-Child in oneness.
A teacher.
A catalyst.

One who seeded the future sacred timelines that we are so lucky to be living in now.

My heart is overflowing and grateful to this beloved master being who has given humanity our greatest gift -- a template for our own ascension.

Today, as many celebrate HIS resurrection, I celebrate the potential he seeded for OUR RESURRECTION.

For Yeshua moved through the human experience and managed to unlock the very Christ codes that are available for us now.

I do not adhere to the "working model" as Yeshua himself as THE CHRIST.

Rather, my heart bursts in gratitude of A CHRIST who, in his own journey of becoming CHRIST-ED, has given us all a template for awakening the Magdalene-Christ of our own hearts.

I use the word CHRIST in this context, in a different way perhaps than many use it.

Christ - outside of religious doctrine.

For me, a CHRIST is a being who has gone from Homo-Sapien to Homo-Luminous.
A being who has fully activated crystalline DNA.
A being who has awoken the rainbow light body and who thereby, has BECOME DIVINE while simultaneously existing as a human.

There have been other Christs, of course.

And blessed be the possibility that we ALL share the potential to awaken our Christ light and finally be free from the way we "crucify" ourselves and each other on the daily!

This, I believe, is the glory of Yeshua and the glory of this golden time we are in.

Bless, bless, bless you, beloved Yeshua, and the feat that you were able to awaken the three fold flames of your heart
and become "Christed" in timeline that was so very dense and dark.

Because of his focus, dedication, daring, and divine love we now are embedded with the potential that we too, can
DIE to the old self,(the ego-driven self)
RISE in our own light body....
and experience a new day --
a re-BIRTH-- if you will,
an awakening of our own christ-light --
a RESURRECTION of the human self to the Divine human, just as he did.

To all that are on this heroic human journey to the light...
I celebrate YOU today.
It is not a path for the faint of heart.
But how very lucky we are to have had such a glorious way-shower and teacher.

To my brother Yeshua:

I bow to you.
I love you with all my heart.
I honor you.
I thank you.

Blessed be this beautiful day!

The powers that eventually became the patriarchy realized that one of the MOST EFFECTIVE ways to dismantle the web of *connection and unity* was to set us AGAINST one another.

When we are against one another, we are focused on our differences and as a consequence ....

the 
electrifying, 
unifying, 
inspiring,
planet-changing power we have access to TOGETHER becomes null and void.

To separate us, is to completely disempower us.
To separate us, is the very pathway to be able to control us.

This has been the reality for generations.

SEPARATION ends the threat of who we are when we are ONE sacred circle of ass-kicking love consciousness.

They obliterated the sacred feminine specifically during the burning times.

How?

They not only burned and tortured the "witches, midwives and medicine keepers, but they dismantled women's TRUST in one another.

And we are still, to this day, feeling the reverberation and the soul scars of this wounding.

Think about it. Deep down in the raw truth of your bones… do you truly trust that you are safe in groups of other women?

For most of us, sadly, unless you've really worked to heal your heart around this, the answer is NO.

Sister-wounds cut deep. 
Safety and trust among women is fragile.

Some of the most important parts of my ministry are around healing past life imprints and re-establishing sisterhood at the SOUL-LEVEL between women.

Why? Because when we are TOGETHER we can finally re-wire this wounding and transmute the fear which keeps us in various states of separation, jealousy, judgement and competition.

And not only that!

Together, as a band of sacred fierce, feminine consciousness, we have the unbelievable, breath-taking power to transmute the INVERTED consciousness that currently affects the well being of ALL our lives the way it does.

Really think about this ~ We have ~

doctors that destroy health
lawyers that destroy justice
education systems that destroy knowledge and creativity
religions that destroy spirituality
media that destroys information and 
a general working-culture that distorts our very connection to ourselves and each other!

Weaving our way back to TOGETHER is the elixir, the ointment, the answer to rising up from the ways patriarchy has disempowered us and continues to do so.

So, let me say this straight.

If we are ever going to access the fierce feminine power of our sacred, breathtaking, soul shaking, planet quaking sister-power again...we have to make some changes that are still insidious among women - yes, even women on the "Goddess path."

Here it is:

Are you willing to sit with your jealousy of another woman
and have compassion for your own wounds
rather than projecting your envy
onto a woman who is thriving?

See, you are programmed with a scarcity consciousness which causes you to quietly compete with others.

Jealousy is normal. Every single soul feels it. 
It's not some secret bad behavior to be ashamed of or pretend you are above.
In fact, the more we deny our jealousy, we push it into the shadows, and the more power it has over us.

BE with your jealousy. 
Feel it. 
Find your way through it.

What you will find on the other side of it is a sweet, scared little girl who is wracked with a fear of "not enoughness”.

This is a core human wound and a result of the programming. We ALL have it.

Instead of feeling ashamed or spiritually elevated,
Hug, Love, Hold that part of yourself when you are jealous.

Only YOU can transmute that little girl's fear at the core level, to love.
When you deny your jealousy, you deny yourself.

Then, jealously can shift and instead of seeping with inverted scarcity energy which veils her power AND your power, you can...

Lift her up! 
Learn to love that she is thriving! 
Send her support and good thought! 
Help her RISE. 

She is creating the momentum that will carry YOU in it's next abundant wave.

Try to celebrate her to the best of your ability.

Jealousy is one of the primary ways we remain sister-separate.

Own your jealousy and it will lessen.

Next~

Are you willing to STOP the cycle of gossip?

Gossip is a 3rd dimensional construct perpetuated by women desperately seeking INTIMACY, closeness and safety with one another. Gossip is what has been modeled as a way to grow and deepen friendship.

People that gossip aren't bad. They are seeking connection.

But at the root, gossip stems from our innate distrust of the feminine. It separates and splits the collective sister web.

Start creating boundaries with women and impart a no gossip-under under any circumstance-rule in your friendships. 

Gossip is such low vibration energy.
It keeps ALL women down.

Be a pioneer at forging new ways of connection and sister-intimacy by being willing to share your celebrations, talk about self love and tell the truth of your hearts to one another.

Finally ~

Are you willing to be vulnerable, real and authentic with other women?

Because most of us are so afraid of rejection and ultimately, isolation, we perpetuate the wound of inauthenticity.

We've learned to "follow the rules" of the tribe in order to fit in.
Deep down we're terrified of anyone finding out who we really are for fear that we won't be accepted.
Break free from the "rules" of your group! BE YOURSELF. 

You will give powerful permission to others to do the same!

How to be authentic? Try telling the vulnerable truth to YOURSELF first.
There is no need to share these truths with others in the beginning.

Start simply by acknowledging your deepest vulnerable-heart truths to YOURSELF!

Start a journal page: "the truth is...." and see what flows from your pen. You might be surprised.

When you have a beautiful, deep, vulnerable, nourishing relationship with YOURSELF you are less in need of others to fill a void. You are less vulnerable to rejection.

And you are less in need of wearing the armor around women you have been wearing your whole life.

Vulnerable, tender, sincere truth sets your heart free.

And so it is that we will rise.
And so it is that we will weave this web of sisterhood and ultimately humanity, back together for all.
And so it is that we will stop perpetuating separation like they want and start dissolving into oneness like we can.

The illuminating, radiating, luminescent love light that we are together will be so blindly bright, it will even call those furthest from the light back home.

And so it shall be.

She was born pure MAGIC. ✨ ✨

With light in her eyes and love spilling like droplets off her skin.

She was small but sacred.

A new angel, earth side.

Her little girl wings popped, sprung, sparkled and unfurled wide open as she grew.

She was glory and glitter and song and sugar.

She was beautiful in how she took up space.

She danced with butterflies.

Rocketed to the moon.

Talked to trees.

Shook her small hips and sang heart-hymns to the rhythm of “oh, oh, that wondrous child!”

**

Until one day it changed.

**

A darkness veiled her light.

A self consciousness covered her beauty.

Her shoulders caved in to protect her heart.

Suddenly ... she hurt.

When ~

This one didn’t approve.

That one yelled.

Another one left her out.

One called her nasty names.

The time of innocence faded.

Her spirit-roar turned silent.

She started to believe ~

I’m not enough

I’m not loved.

They don’t like me.

I don’t belong.

I’m ugly.

I’m awkward.

No one wants me around.

I’m alone.

I don’t matter.

I’m a bother.

I’m nothing.

I’m a loser.

Over and over in the shadows of her subconscious, the narrative swirled and settled deep in her core.

The years past.

The hurt spread.

The shame set into her bone marrow.

And then ~

She didn’t get the job.

He disrespected her body.

She spoke behind her back.

They didn't extend the invite.

Child hurt turned adolescent hurt twisted into adult hurt.

as so it goes.

The light dimmed.

The wings went down.

The walls came up.

The years continued to pass.

And the once innocent girl grew into a wounded woman.

Heart scars.

A false confidence. A fake bravado.

A full suit of armour.

A face behind a well crafted mask.

Life. In short...

As a mostly, modern mainstream female.

Sad but true.

Until one day.

Something stirred.

Something shifted.

Something shook.

And caused a crack.

That let some light in.

Which flooded her heart.

Which shone on her hurt.

Which pressed on the wound.

So she found the class, the path, the guru, the forum that would FIX the shit, and the shame, and the pain and happily promised a “new age ”!

And years past. And she thought she was on "the path".

Until another “one day”.

She woke from that slumber and it became searingly clear that to seek a “solution” was pure pollution to the precious part of her that HURT.

So she stopped.

Became still.

Put the pen down. And the journal away. Rolled the yoga mat up. Put the guru podcast on pause. Took a breath.

And she sat. in silence. with her self.

and - FELT.

Without judgement.

Without needing to fix.

With soft, tender, sweet space in her being.

She felt the hurt. The pain, The fury. The rage.

She swelled with tears.

And choked on grief.

And folded in to hold herself.

Until finally ~ a small voice spoke a note of soft relief

”You are safe.”

“Feel it all.

“Lean into the pain”

“Allow it”

"Let yourself be exactly as you are”

~

BE. YOU.

Her fight stopped.

Her war ceased.

Her heart stretched opened.

And once again, something stirred.

Something shifted.

Something shook the earth inside of her.

Until......She surrendered.

No more fixing. No more fighting to be someone.

No more proving.

No more seeking to be seen.

No more trying.

No more forcing.

No more strategy.

No more steps.

Just silence.

Just BEING.

With herself.

And her broken child heart. And her grief and all the glory and mess and miracle and magic of being H-U-M-A-N.

Purely. Powerfully. Potently. Human.

And that was the holy beginning of finding her way ~ To God.

To her magic.

To her Sacred Self.

To the wonder within.

And she continued to grow.

And...

Her wings expanded.

Her heart walls crumbled.

The light returned in her eyes.

Her pain transmuted into a power no one could take from her.

Vulnerable.

Open.

Honest.

Unmasked.

Pain, shame, beauty, brilliance - all of it.

She started feeling whole.

She made her way home.

She found the path so perfectly placed right INSIDE of the cracks and crevices and places of pain that became her road to love.

A once glorious girl

who curled into herself…

who grew into an armored women…

who broke open into her own BECOMING…

by allowing herself to BE exactly as she is.

The irony is ~

That is self love.

And this.

is the story of a girl who grew - who always knew, who found her way back - to being a Goddess.

She is you. (perhaps)

I am her. (of course)

We are one. (in ways)

Finding home.

Together.

❤️

The limitations of understanding that cause generation after generation to believe that they are unworthy are shifting.

The density is transmuting.
The veil is lifting.

The age of LIGHT is upon us.
It is the age of pure spirit. 
The age of Sophia. 
The return of the Divine Feminine.
A paradigm of sublime love.

There is no entering this new paradigm -- there is only BECOMING a match for the new frequency. In truth ~

---

YOU. ARE. THE. NEW. PARADIGM.
It is not some kingdom outside of you waiting for entry.
It is not some dimension to ascend to.

Those of you who are the new earth....you will not be gurus and authorities, powermongers or tyrants.
You will be heralds of pure peace who are RISING above the stagnation of limitation to say…

“I am God
I am Goddess
I am Divine
and all who I see ~ THEY ARE LOVE.
For I AM love.
I AM the "I AM.”

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Each who comes to this understanding will lift the whole consciousness by his or her one solitary light.

And so shall be a new beginning.

Thank you to all of you who are WILLING and courageous enough to wake from the dream and know yourselves as Angels on Earth, as Gods and Goddesses and Masters and Magdalenes (whatever language you use - so be it!)

YOU. Who are midwifing this transition and helping to birth the new consciousness ~ by your BECOMING.

Thank you.

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Some might scoff. 
Some might judge. 
Some might laugh. 
Some even might be irritated by my words.

But.

Some will also ... KNOW.

I write for those who know.
I send my love to all.

In my role as Priestess and Matrix Re-imprinting healer, I primarily work with women who are answering their soul’s call “to rise.”

One thing I consistently come across with my clients is a deep-seated fear of visibility. It is one of the most universal fears among women who are called to spiritual lightwork and sacred feminine leadership.

What I also see is that women mistakenly believe that this fear is personal; their own.

It’s not.

The fear of visibility is a PROGRAM running in the consciousness of humanity ~ specifically in the consciousness of powerful women.

It is not unique to individual women, rather it is a pattern of low vibrational energy that gets activated as we approach new levels of evolution.

A fear of visibility may have roots in a cellular memory of being tortured, raped, killed or burned in past/parallel lives, as punishment for being in alignment with their power. This imprint is deep and often devastating.

When triggered in current time, this intrinsic fear pattern causes discomfort around vulnerability and even, at times, uncontrollable anxiety and the flight-or-fight response.

This can be difficult for modern women to understand. After all, there is no real threat of being burned at the stake today. But the fear is nevertheless real, powerful, and incredibly limiting.

Do you suffer from the fear of visibility? Is this you?

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On one hand, a part of you KNOWS that you are here for an important purpose.

You sense that you have soul gifts to give. 

You know you are meant to make a contribution. 

You can imagine helping a lot of people.

YET…another part of you struggles with self worth.

You experience a high level of fear (often subconscious) that manifests itself in patterns of procrastination.
You experience a certain “mental fog” when it comes to pinpointing your mission. 

You believe that if you could only “get over yourself” and get into action, everything would fall into place. 

You beat yourself up for being incapable while simultaneously creating impossible demands and unreachable standards for yourself.

The fear of visibility is a patriarchal energy pattern that manifests itself as a program loop that many powerful women are caught in, without even realizing it.

This program causes women to live in their head, out of their heart, disconnected from their source power, spinning their wheels and blaming themselves for not doing everything better.

As a result of these fear programs, you may feel stuck, restless and desperately adrift from the feminine-genius parts of yourself that are longing for expression.

Do you see what’s happening?
Outside threats are no longer needed. Without realizing it, we are in these fear loops and…

WE are perpetuating the patriarchy within ourselves.
We are keeping OURSELVES small!
We are beating OURSELVES up!

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Why I’m Writing to You About This Today

It is time to break free of these programs and pattern loops. I know you’ve been hearing this for years but it’s true now more than ever before ~ YOU ARE NEEDED.
You were born for this moment.
Humanity needs you, in your power, NOW.

And the golden key to shifting this whole experience is not “figuring out” how to move through procrastination.

Rather, it requires freeing yourself from the fear loop that prevents you from accessing your core power.

Here’s the good news.

I’ve just returned from the south of France where so much was revealed to me. I received enormous downloads following my journey.

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The Magdalenes

One of the downloads I received was this:

Many women on the planet today are actually volunteer souls that are part of a band of consciousness known as the Magdalenes, also known as “The Order of Magdalenes.”

It’s no coincidence that the archetypal energies of Mary Magdalene are awakening at the same time that many women are opening to their own Magdalene consciousness.

If you feel a connection to Magdalene and - more importantly - if you resonate with the specific notion of being a “MIDWIFE” of the new consciousness, new earth and new paradigm, then you are likely a soul that is part of this band of consciousness.

It was revealed to me that being a Magdalene has little to do with having a direct connection, a past life, or even a particular devotion to Mary Magdalene herself.

Rather, the Magdalenes are an adept group of souls that go to places in the multi-verse during times of great transition in order to assist and help.

Just as a midwife assists a mother in childbirth, the Magdalenes are soul midwives who bring forward their gifts of pure presence and aspects of the feminine in order to create a conducive environment for the “birth” of new levels of consciousness.

I am a Magdalene.

After being in France, I can claim that now with every cell of my being. I am here on this planet to help activate the blueprint of other Magdalenes so that they can carry out their own signature soul mission.

If you resonate with the idea of having your own soul mission, being a Magdalene, or midwifing the new earth, you must understand that you were born for this moment. The world is in dire need of us coming together, making connections and creating tidal waves of love, light and unity through the sacred technology of our mass consciousness.

Bottom line - it’s time to resolve your fear programs and step into your sacred leadership.

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This Might Not Mean What You Expect

But let me clear. It may not be time to take leaps and bounds of action, like launching your visionary business, leaving that full time job or writing your book.

What we do need is YOUR PRESENCE. Your full-embodied divine presence as an angel on earth who can shift darkness into light with the power of your heart and your ability to harness miracles, just by BEING.

It’s NOT about moving through patterns of procrastination so that you can start DOING.

No! Rather, a deeply sacred process of connecting with the high heart will allow you to de-activate fear programs so that you can BE the gift you are and embody the mission you came to share.

Here’s where I can help.

After hundreds of sessions with clients, I have discovered a precise way to help women connect with their multi-dimensional capabilities and create high-vibration transmutation codes, which I have begun to call Magdalene Codes.

These are Feminine God Codes.
Divine Sophia-Christ Codes.
They are love codes that dissolve fear programs and align you with your sovereign blueprint.

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How Magdalene Codes Work

When you create a Magdalene Code, you create an energetic “computer program” for your human operating system that has the power to awaken crystalline DNA, rewire fear based-limiting beliefs and erase trauma imprints on every level of your being.

Once you create a Magdalene Code, you have it forever and can work with it continuously to amplify your light and align with your soul mission. This happens after only one session.

A Magdalene Code puts you in direct connection with your higher consciousness and feminine genius. No more procrastination, trying to “figure out” your purpose, or losing your power to the fears of visibility, failure or being a fraud.

Rather, you have a direct connection with your divine feminine power. Your Magdalene Code is like a portal that allows you to access your presence, from which all soul gifts flow.

For a limited time, I am booking one-on-one Magdalene Code Sessions.

One session will help you deactivate fear by creating codes that instantly transmute fear to love on all four levels of your being and beyond. This work happens at the quantum and multi-dimensional levels.

• You will create your own personal Divine Code, which we’ll use to re-imprint fear programs in the mind, body, and heart; in your entire energy body and auric field.

• You will collapse current and future timelines that are based in lack and scarcity.

• You will create exciting new timelines positioning you for success, abundance and limitless joy.

Part channeling, part past life regression, part Matrix Re-imprinting, part quantum healing.

Magdalene Code sessions are a revolutionary way to shift FROM the viral programs that keep you stuck INTO sacred vibrational codes that activate new levels of your blueprint, soul gifts and golden light body.

Sessions are 90 minutes.
The investment is $250.
All sessions are conducted on Zoom.

Reach out to me at ~ marin@priestessrising.com to request my scheduling link to book a session.

Heart to heart. Hand to hand. Sister to sister. Soul to soul.
Allow me to support you in having a significant breakthrough in understanding who you are and how you serve.

With deep love and sincere sisterhood,

Marin

A good strong dose of Kali Ma energy came through today and so I'm sharing here.

I know you may not like this. I'm sorry in advance.

If it triggers you at all, I hate to say this, but that might just be a good thing.

When we are triggered, that is a part of us that needs and wants to be held, healed and acknowledged.

Hopefully you'll have the good sense to feel that discomfort and let it guide you to the parts of yourself that feel disempowered rather than to disconnect, blame me or become disenchanted by what I'm sharing here.

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Beautiful beings.

It is time.
It's time for ALL of you.
It is time.

It is time to stop that juice fast and your yoga class and to forget about how you look in your bohemian themed Instagram pics.

It's time to stop calling yourself "spiritual" when all you're really doing is perpetuating your own "specialness" without realizing it and judging everyone who is not like you.

It's time to stop with your tarot cards, your altars, your rituals and your righteousness.

It's time to cut your dredlocks, lose your flowing skirts and stop telling everyone that you are an oracle.

Forget your drum circles, your organic ingredients, your inner-frequency and how fiercely you are speaking your truth these days!

Who really fucking cares what your spirit guides say, how much kale you eat, what herbs you take or how many people registered for your latest on-line-high-vibe launch or attended your event that was shrouded in service [but was really all about YOU anyway].

STOP. Stop it.

Stop TRYING to BE spiritual or successful or of sacred service or "seen for who you really are."

STOP. STOP. STOP IT!!!!!!

You already ARE the beautiful, precious, powerful being you are so desperately trying to be and be seen as.

When your focus is outside of yourself, as for so many of you, it still is, you are holding yourself separate from the real transformation potential of the spiritual path.

All the damn kale on earth is not going to bring you into your heart if you continue to hide, hate yourself and mask your authenticity when you fear it's negative.

I bet you can give yourself permission to be authentic in your wild woman but can you give the same permission to the parts of you that are scared and lonely right now?

Nothing can change until you let yourself be present to those parts fully.

If you are ATTACHED to anything as an identity, in this case your “supra-goddess spiritual identity” you are actually hiding from yourself and you are not allowing yourself to be the fullness of who you are.

You're just perpetuating a FORM, a personality and you are behind a mask, playing a role you don't even realize you are playing!

STOP. DROP. Understand this.

Your attachment to your so-called spirituality and being seen as spiritual - it stems from fear.

It is still all illusion no matter how perfectly packaged in "high-consciousness" it actually is.

My dear. It is ok.
You want to belong.
You want to be loved.
You want to shine.
You want to matter.

All that is ok. It is right and good to want that.

But stop playing your priestess, oracle, Magdalene or lightworker ROLE and start BEING so REAL with the parts of yourself that desperately fear NOT belonging, not being loved, not feeling significant or not being perceived as spiritual.

Here is the most Magdalene and spiritual thing you can do.

•Tell the TRUTH about your humanness•

In your spiritual circles the EGO gets a bad rap.

In spiritual circles, there can be a bit of "higher than thou" nonsense that completely disregards one's HUMANNESS for the goal of your holiness.

Your Ego is not the bad part of you and the Divinity the good part of you.

Buying into that actually perpetuates the greatest separation you can experience.

Your ego is your teacher.
It is a tool.
It is a collection of the parts of you that are hurt, hurting and fearful.
It is not something to get rid of or even transcend.

There is only gentle, compassionate opening to the ego.

There is only the ecstatic loving of the parts of yourself that feel fear.

When those parts of you saturate in your love they merge back into oneness.

Because LOVE transmutes all FEAR.

And you know what?
As you are wiling to love the fractured parts of yourself back home, you're actually helping the whole world because we ALL share the same fears.

EVERYONE
believes they are not enough
not worthy
alone
isolated
afraid.

EVERYONE!

It doesn't matter if you wear a cowboy hat or eat chia pudding for breakfast.

So don’t fret about feeling stuck and being unable to step into your Divine Feminine Leadership.

Just by letting your spiritual mask down and loving those fractured parts yourself, this is one of the greatest gifts you can give humanity!

Love all the parts of YOU that currently feel unloved and love them back to the heart of love.

That's it. That is spirituality in in truest purest form.

That is the teaching of Magdalene.

And of course if you want to drink your matcha tea and while doing so, more power to ya. 😉

It is time for this now.
It is time for us to love ourselves like we’ve never loved before.

 My beautiful sisters and brothers,

If you are a light worker, you are here to anchor light. What beautiful mission.

You don't need to be a coach.
You don't need a big platform.
You don't need to let go of your full time job that helps you pay your bills. 
You don't need qualifications or that certification or more training or permission.

You need nothing. Absolutely nothing to be the gift that you are.

If you think you do, here is a truth that may be hard to hear but I am going to share it anyway because I am a truth teller:

If you need to be "seen" by the world as a lightworker than you are stuck in a limiting narrative created by a precious, but dis-empowering ego that is attached to being PERCEIVED as a something in order to feel good about yourself.

Business coaches make boat loads of money off vulnerable people who buy the promise of starting a business as a lightworker
but are no where near being a vibrational match for the work they want to offer.

You don't need the business to make the contribution.
You can do your sacred light work anywhere, anytime in any moment.
You are here to ANCHOR light.
You don't need a following or a FB fan page to do that.

Start by BLESSING PEOPLE.

Bless them with light every moment you get.
Bless them in traffic and at the store and on-line and everywhere.
Bless the hearts of those hurting the most.
Bless nature.
Bless water.
Bless your home. 
Bless your food.

You ~ BEING ~ the light, helps to anchor the light and that contribution is far more impactful than any awesome virtual product, retreat or really cool client offering that you can create. The essence of who you are IS your gift.

Can you breathe in this truth?

What might it feel like to give yourself permission to be EXACTLY where you are right now?

Are you willing to have the courage to stop chasing an identity and instead commit to BE the inspiration that the deepest part of you is asking you to be?

From THAT place of alignment, the irony is this -- everything unfolds.

I know because I have lived it.

I struggled for years. I spent way too much money on coaches. I beat myself up on the daily for believing I was failing in my mission.
I fought with life. I wanted things to be a certain way when they weren't.
I felt sad and lost and pissed and powerless.
I was filled with fear that my life was passing me by.

I know what ALL of that feels like.

I'm posting this because I care about every single person that is in that same struggle right now and my heart goes out to you in such a sincere way.

May I reflect this -- You are a being of light no matter what you are "doing."

Your gift is your BEING.

I wish someone would have told me I could stop the relentless pursuit of BECOMING and business building and just BE the light I wanted to awaken in others.

And in that being-ness all would bloom and birth and become what it was meant to in time.

So I offer that to you today.

I honor you as the light worker you are. 
I see you.
I bless you.

No matter what you do or have done or how well-known you are. You matter.

My greatest prayer for you today is that you begin to see this power in yourself and don't, for a moment longer, allow the circumstances of life to keep you from believing in the power and impact that you can have on humanity.

RIGHT NOW.

With sincere love,

Marin

According to Tony Robbins, human beings have six core human needs.  They are:

✦  The need to feel certain  ✦

✦  The need to have variety in life  ✦

✦  The need to be loved and to belong and to feel connected ✦

✦  The need for significance  ✦

✦  The need for growth  ✦

✦  The need for contribution  ✦

When a person is miserable, angry, off balance or depressed, often it is because one or several of these fundamental human needs are not being met.  

Look at the list.  Which of these needs is not being met in your own life?  

The first four needs are considered base needs.  The last two needs, growth and contribution, are what are considered needs for the soul.  People who are at a certain level of evolution will have a greater intensity for these two needs.

For example, over the past ten years, as we have awakened as a collective consciousness in a more accelerated way, countless women are beginning to outgrow relationships, jobs and friendships that no longer allow them to grow.   Growth has become essential in ways that it was not a few generations ago.  Same for the need to contribute.  The popular obsession with the question "what is my purpose?", is directly linked to the soul's growing need to make a contribution.

Everything that you desire to have, be or do has it's root in one of these six core needs.  

These needs are essential to know for several reasons.  Most importantly, when needs go unacknowledged they wreak havoc in our lives.  Needs can't always be met but they can be acknowledged.  For example, you may not be able to meet the need for certainty in your life if you are going through a divorce but to recognize the need is actually enough.  When you recognize the importance of your fundamental needs, the part of you that is vying to get your attention or having an inner tantrum because those needs are not being met, can relax.  That part will feel seen, heard and validated and that is all that is necessary.

As women, we are hard-wired to track the needs of everyone else in our lives.  We are experts at knowing what our children and husbands and pets and even our plants need!  But when it comes to ourselves, often, we overlook.   

One of the most powerful practices a woman can begin to do is to develop is the habit of asking herself, "what do I need?"  Again, your needs may not be able to be met but to name them is enough.  So many women identity with the need for self care.  Believe it or not, self care is most likely a need for connection with SELF.  It's not about getting the actual massage or the pedicure. Self care is often a plea for love, connection and the need to belong to oneself.  Knowing that, helps to enrich your self care time.  I can't tell you how many clients I have that spend the $100 + dollars to get the massage only to be left with the same void inside.  The massage doesn't fill the need for self care.  The acknowledgement of self is what fills the need for self care!

The other trap we fall into is that of projecting our needs onto others.

We look to our partners to meet our need to feel loved.  We look to money to meet our need to feel certain.  We look to success or our children's successes to meet our own needs to feel significant.  So the second question then would be, "How can I meet [this need] for myself?"

What I love about the six human needs is that we all have them.  We are all the same inside.  For as tough or aloof or intimidating as someone may be, they still have the same fundamental needs that you do.  Knowing these core needs allows you to see people and yourself through the eyes of compassion.  Bad behavior is often a desperate cry for having one of these needs met.  

Be tender.  Be curious.  Be open.   Be aware of these needs.  You'll be amazed at how they help you to understand yourself and others.  

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